Testing today, what will be will be

[TTClou]

Morning, today's the day 🥳 I tested 4/5 days ago around 10dpo and got a BFN. Today I'm a couple of days late so I'm think my results should be accurate this time. I got myself into a right mess last time and cried all day but today feel so much better and stronger. Trying to take the what will be will be mind set.
I'm ready for my BFP or AF

Be back later ....

[YellowFlower22]

🤞

[RobinRose]

🤞 ! x

[SunnySideUp2020]

🤞🏽

[bluebell94]

Good luck xx

[YellowFlower22]

Any news?

[Livinginhope20]

Food luck 🤞🏻

[Livinginhope20]

I ment good*

[TTClou]

Yellowflower22 I haven't done it yet, I have a block and cant bring myself to do it

Livinghope20, lol im all for food too so that's ok lol

I think im scared to test because I know if I do get a BFP im gonna be terrified. My Youngest son Baby David was born sleeping 26th November 2019 due to a infection. He was perfect, a tiny 6oz and beautiful. I was bleeding for 5 weeks before my waters broke and see his prolapsed cord. The pain is unbareable but his beautiful face, tiny fingers and toes and his chubby cheeks will be forever in my heart. I have his ashes so hes home with us.
I know if I get my BFP im gonna be constantly worried and scared and worry it will take away my excitement. It will be bitter sweet x

[TTClou]

UPDATE. My son was born sleeping at 20 weeks xxx

[Maui123]

Im so so sorry to hear about your son, I can't imagine how that must've felt, life can be cruel but you must be so strong. Have you tested yet? Best of luck

[Whyhaveidonethis]

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear your update, I'm hoping that you get a bfp today x

[TTClou]

Thank you ladies 😊

So I finally tested, I did use this morning urine and got a BFN. Not even a massively faint line. My after was on the 7th so I'm sure it's not a false neg.
But im not going to stress about it though, it's just not meant to be yet.
My time will come, thank you for all the well wishes and good luck xx

[TTClou]

'My af was due on the 7th' is what I meant to say 😊