I really just need to vent.. Cd1 today of month 12 TTC with PCOS and endo. I know compared to some that's nothing but I've gotten to a point where I feel like it won't ever happen and I'm not sure how I will cope if that is the case.. Sadly where I live NHS funding is only available after 2 years TTC (I don't understand how they can justify this when a person has underlying conditions that CAUSE infertility!!) so I'm feeling completely and utterly useless and exhausted from the past year of trying desperately to be happy for all 12 colleagues, friends and family members who have announced pregnancies in that time.. Keeping it all to myself is getting harder and harder but talking to my other half about it makes me just as lonely as he doesn't understand how it feels to be the one with the issue (his SA came back normal). I want to scream and shout and sob about how unfair my life is, and while I know a lot of people have it so much worse, I can't help it. Every month I pick myself up and snap back into positive mode but I'm not sure I can keep doing it. I feel like I'm going to implode if I don't just blurt everything out :(
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