TTC #2 after infertility can't cope

[TheMidnightHour]

Hello,

Hopefully none of you will remember me but I was on the ttc 10 months plus thread a lot a few years ago. After 3 years of unexplained infertility and begging for a referral for investigation I finally got a bfp. My daughter is nearly 1 and we're TTC #2 but I don't think I can cope with the emotional rollercoaster and the hope nevermind finding time to dtd with a baby who still bf and co sleeps. My second period has arrived today (late, I was so hopeful) and I just feel awful. I am not going to be a fun mama today and I feel bad about that too because I love my little girl to bits.

Any advice or stories of hope?