Is this anything to get excited about?

[Loki17]

I'm 12 dpo (I think - cheapie opk test was positive, clear blue digital opk said no smiley.) I've had sore boobs, extra cm, dizziness, extra emotional and 'the feeling' for the past few days. The faintest squinter came up on a frer I the time so I broke the test apart and this was there. It's pinker in rl. I miscarried in January so I'm so nervous.

[Cookie22]

It's definite red dye! I'd say it's positive- congratulatons! Xx

[Loki17]

Thanks. I'm keeping everything crossed that I get a darker line in the morning.

[underrugsswept]

Loki, I've been following your posts on various buses and I have everything crossed for you but that definitely looks like a BFP to me.

[m33r]

loki you were so good to me on through my mc. I have everything crossed for you. Will check in the morning. I can also see a line but not sure about taking tests apart and effect that may have. Xx

[Loki17]

Thank you both so much for your posts. It really measures a lot. Keeping my fingers crossed.

[PovertyPain]

I can see a line. I really hope the next test has a massive, enormous, positive result, OP.

[Writerwannabe83]

Hi Loki, I also recognise your name from miscarriage threads.

It looks positive to me

[Loki17]

I tested again and it was even fainter. I'm guessing chemical. Going to wait for the witch.

[underrugsswept]

Urgh. I had a chemical last month, it's so disappointing. Still hoping that it was a fluke and your tears get darker. You deserve it.

When is AF due?

[underrugsswept]

TESTS. What a shit typo, sorry

[Flossiesmummy]

Fingers crossed for you

[Loki17]

Technically af is due Tuesday but I ovulated two weeks ago tomorrow so it could be tomorrow. My cycles are a mess after my mc. I think I'll just wait and see. Can't hope, it seems cruel.

[Loki17]

Typo made me giggle I bloody hate ttc!

[HopesAndDreams15]

Loki, I remember you from the July thread. I don't want to get your hopes up, but in the early dpo's before AF was even due my tests were always darker in the evening than the morning for some reason... I hope this is the same for you, I'm be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

[WifOfBif]

I had three miscarriages before getting a test exactly like that. My 10 month old is currently blowing raspberries in my face.

Congratulations! Miscarriage sucks the joy from subsequent pregnancies sometimes, but try and enjoy it

[WifOfBif]

Mine were darker in the evening too, don't give up hope. I forced myself to wait 48 hours before testing again, might be worth a try x

[m33r]

loki when I was doing all my pg tests the darkness of my tests were nothing to go on. I had loads of really light tests then some dark then light again. Don't let darkness of tests deter you just yet. Do you have more tests for tomorrow? Xx

[m33r]

Am thinking of you loki. Will check in tomorrow morning. X

[Loki17]

Thanks m. I'm pretty certain it's a chemical. I did another test after 5 hours holding and not drinking. It was BFN. There was a shadow but vvvvvvv faint. I'm feeling okay about it all to be honest. I now know how I will feel when I get my real bfp. I was worried I'd be sad or indifferent and I wouldn't get excited. However, I know now I will be happy. I'm throwing away the opks and going to just dtd every other day. I'm never going to test early again! Symptoms or no symptoms, I'm waiting until after is late. Promise

[Beansprout30]

Looks positive, my bfp was fainter in the morning than in the evening. Fingers crossed for you

[Loki17]

I've decided not to test today - check out my will power! I'm going to wait until af is due on Tuesday. If AF doesn't show I'll test again.

[KittyandTeal]

Good luck Loki.

I've seen some of your threads and responses.

You really deserve a bfp 💐

[Loki17]

Thanks, Kitty. Hope you are doing as well as possible. Xx

[KittyandTeal]

Thanks. I'm doing ok-ish

[Loki17]

I can't even begin to imagine what you are going through. You are so kind to come on here to support others after what you have been through