I might just be ranting as I feel really lost and fed up and frustrated. I just need someone who understands....
I M/C my 2nd pregnancy almost 5 weeks ago (will be on Tuesday 1st). I had my few days of grieving and I've decided I don't want to be waiting and we basically continued trying. I guess I was just hoping my period will never return and I will soon find out I'm pregnant again.
Unfortunately over a week ago I experienced some spotting. It is still going on (?!?!?!) - sometimes noting on a tissue, sometimes some light blood or dark brown spotting. According to the net it is not my period (apparently) but I do have all the symptoms of it - tender boobs, mood swings, light cramps. I am just WAITING and WAITING and WAITING for the "usual" bleeding to start I am SO frustrated about this silly spotting I don't think I can take it anymore!!! (my periods are usually about 5 days long)
I am certain I am not pregnant again as I normally HATE coffee during pregnancy (at least first trimester) - first swig of it makes me really nauseous I start sweating. I've had it the 1st and 2nd time round!!!
And right now I am still enjoying my morning cuppa....
I just want this thing to stop so that we can go back to trying for that baby!! I don't like to have sex during periods (or whatever this thing is????) so I feel like we are wasting a valuable time right now!!! I feel like I'm getting a bit obsessed and I actually told my DH maybe we shouldn't be trying at all??? (even though that's not really what I'm thinking!)
I don't know what is happening to me??? I feel all over the place emotionally and even though it's only been few weeks since m/c I just feel so helpless and scared that once I turn that 35 (which is in 3 weeks' time!!) we won't get pregnant forever and we'll be trying for years!! (even though with the 1st and 2nd pregnancy we've basically tried the first cycle and BOOM - there I was - pregnant!).
I just need someone to hear me out and even if it means someone writes "get over yourself", I'll be fine with that kind of answer too.... Promise!
Thanks for reading.....
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Really FED UP and DOWN after MC - HELP!!!!!!
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Belt · 29/06/2014 21:18
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