Lost and confused

[KhaosandKalamity]

I feel like I am losing my mind. For the last 2 weeks I have been ridiculously emotional, I cry daily, almost left my partner twice, laughed maniacally because the dog was running laps of the car (it really was not funny) and get frustrated and angry at the stupidest things (I asked mum if she wanted to grab dinner, she said she couldn't then did that mum thing where she feels all guilty for no reason, I got really angry and yelled at her to stop being so unreasonable (hypocritical, I know) which I never do). For a week I felt like I was on a boat, but not anymore. Minor cramps, major constipation, and constant exhaustion. Also my breasts, particularly at the bottom become hard on and off, often one at a time.

I have taken 3 home tests and had a blood test, all negative. Can anyone give me any idea of what is wrong with me? Could I be pregnant, if not what else could it be? I have only been able to work 3 days of the last 2 weeks because of the symptoms and stress, I burst in to tears at lunch today and my incredible boss told me to go home and rest. But the guilt of letting work down is just making me more stressed. I am about ready to check my self in to the psych ward, please help!

[KhaosandKalamity]

Forgot to mention by dates if I were pregnant I would be at least 3-4 weeks by now based on dates, so all tests were done after the 2 week mark.

[babyrose]

I may just not have showed up yet? Try testing again in couple of days when is/af due?

[KhaosandKalamity]

She should be here within the next few days, but I always get the urge to clean everything the day before and that has not happened yet. AF does not make me moody though.

[babyrose]

I would try hold out til then. lucky you not being grumpy, I'm grumpy from ovulation til the day after af

I know it's hard waiting.