A letter to myself

[BrevilleTron]

Every month you do this. Symptom spot like crazy.
Yes you have only one tube. However you don't KNOW that it is blocked and you need to wait til Aug before you can go to the docs.

Be honest. You may have more chance if you DTD a bit more often

And if it is this month.
Be prepared. It has been nearly 13 years since you did this. Your body IS ALLOWED to do a test run

It doesn't mean you've failed. You were 20 when you had DD and you've changed quite a bit.

Every time AF comes it is a clean sheet. A new start.

You could help yourself by giving up smoking
And cutting down on the coffee.


So every time you get disheartened
Come back
Read your own advice.
And take it.

[PeggyGuggenheim]

and be gentle with yourself x

[BrevilleTron]

Thanks Peggy.
Did the old POAS - bfn
Normally that's guaranteed to tempt AF
If still no AF will try tomorrow.
Think due 6th but got all the cramps now

Ah the joys.
I will be kind to myself though.

[twentythirteen]

It's a lovely gentle and kind reminder. I will take some inspiration from this op.