I'm sorry to start whinging straight away (!), but another month of BFN has really left me feeling terrible today.
We've been trying for 8 months, TTC our first. But I've been so ready for a child for at least 18-months before then, so it feels much longer.
Thanks to the calming effects of Acupuncture this month, I've managed to wait until the day AF was due (today), before I caved and tested. I was so hopeful - and it just wasn't to be.
I feel like my life is so pointless and empty without a child. I'm sat here - doing nothing, and whilst I could motivate myself, I just think - what's the point? Feel like my life is going to just be about work, and the thought of that has just had me sat here crying.
God, what a nut bag I am. I'm so sorry to be dumping this out there! I just can't talk to anyone else about it anymore - its too sad, and too depressing to KEEP going on about it to friends and my mum or partner.
Where's the bloody wine...
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Another BFN, and I'm starting to think this will never happen
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ladygray · 16/10/2010 17:25
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