Hi - I'm posting because I've got myself in a flap about something and I'm hoping for some perspective.
A couple of month's ago I noticed a firm lump on the back of my five year old son's knee. I suffer from bad anxiety anyway so immediately felt panic and then stupidly googled it. For the first time in my life the Internet provided reassurance - it was probably 'baker's cyst' I thought- and given we have a history of dodgy knees in the family I thought that must be what it was. I decided to take him to the GP but somehow over the summer it stupidly got put on the back burner. My husband's job is up in the air and I work nearly full time, my children were in school, then there was other stuff in the family going on, then we were on holiday and totally uncharacteristically I didn't rush him to the doctor. I finally got round to it this week, and it's not a Baker's cyst and on the basis the GP doesn't know whether it's urgent we've been given an urgent referral for an ultrasound. He said it might be a cyst but might be something else.
I know I can't do anything about it now but I'm devastated I've left it so long, and panicking that the thing has grown, although I'm not sure. It's quite firm and maybe around five centimetres long and two centimetres across, vertically down the back of his knee. I can't remember how big it was when I spotted it. I also didn't panic initially because it seems to disappear into the joint when he bends his knee. We should have a scan either this week coming or the week after.
Basically my anxiety has gone into overdrive. He can be a bit dramatic bless him but now every time he complains about anything I'm worrying it's a symptom of a cancer spreading. I'm desperately googling now to try to get some perspective and I'm alternating between pages about how lots and lots of lumps are benign and reading about horribly aggressive cancers. I know I need to stop and get some perspective because there's nothing we can do now and we'll get a scan relatively quickly.
Rationally, I know he has no other symptoms I can think of - he's an incredibly active little boy, it doesn't seem painful and doesn't seem to impede his movement. He's not getting tired more quickly than usual. Tonight he said his other lower leg felt for funny, but that could easily be because he knows he's been to the doctor about one of his legs.(Obviously my anxious brain concluded it's bone cancer).
I know I shouldn't be googling - I had a minor cancer scare last year and the nurse told me not to google. Waiting for my biopsy result was agonising (thankfully it was a benign lump) and this time I'd to find a way to keep on top of my anxiety while we wait for my lovely little boy's scan and I guess possibly a biopsy.
The GP didn't offer me any 'it's probably nothing' and when I asked he said it could well be benign but equally he doesn't want to offer false reassurance. He seemed keen to get us in for a scan quickly.
My husband thinks it's probably fine but I'm struggling to contain my worry... Any thoughts? Thank you
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Panicking about lump on five year old's knee
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BigKatie · 02/09/2016 22:11
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