I know that everyone will tell me to go to a doctor and I will when I get my head around it (have issues with nudity that not even childbirth cured me of - probably made me worse!)
I had a 2nd degree tear when I had my DD 10 months ago. I felt heavy in that area - as if my insides were falling out and was spotting blood, sometimes quite a lot for months afterwards. The heaviness and spotting disappeared for a few months, but I always seem to have this wetness. I assumed it was discharge because when I read up about incontinence I don't seem to have any of the common symptoms - no peeing when I laugh, sneeze etc and no urgent desire to pee all the time. I can still stop myslef peeing mid stream etc etc, but I just always seem to be wet. This was manageable until a few days ago. Now the discharge/pee is watery blood coloured, and stinks! I have to wear pads to contain it at the moment and there definitely seems to be blood coming from somewhere in the vagina - seems to be the scar- and it stings a little when I pee.
Anyone have any ideas about what it could be? I'm just so tired of doctors looking at me as if I have 2 heads and telling me patronisingly that I'm having/have just had a baby - can't face another wasted trip if that's all they'll tell me!