Hi
I gave birth a week ago but in rather traumatic way and struggling to deal with it, recover and now look after DS .
Was wondering if how others have come to terms with similar events
At 40+4 I went for a growth scan in morning and then waited for ages to see consultant all was fine at this point and had a sweep Midwife said likely to happen so
So later afternoon I was cleaning the bathroom when got one massive contraction I thought it would be fine and just the start then I stated to bleed out loads I called hospital and said to come in. On way the contractio still not stopped for 20 min I thought my waters had broken. On arrival I was taken to toilet to check waters and was coverd in blood and clots. Suddenly I was surrounded by medical team wheeled into surgery .put straight under GA all I could hear was no time for consent, blood transfusion, etc. They were being very reassuring when putting me under but had no idea what was going on
About 4 hours later fully out of I had a baby put on to me. I had no idea what was going on. I was in and out of it for hours, hullicanting ,I had a fever and no idea how this baby had just appeared
I was told my placenta fully ruptured and had to have GAEC that I was very lucky to have DS and that it's so rare and survival rate is very low
. I spend next 4 days in hospitsl v ill but also expected to look after a baby.
I was in pain confused lost and generally a mess. Any new Midwife or docter were v surprised about whst happened as so rare and no reason for it in my case
Any way I'm now finally home and can't cope or stop crying thinking what if and that I can't do it I can't be a mum . It hurts to look after him. Im petrified of when DH goes back to work, I don't want to be alone to look after him, I can't look after myself
Im just very lost of what to do and can't see anythung improving
Sorry to go on been needing to write it all out .
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Traumatic delivery -ruptured placenta
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Copperbeaches · 12/01/2018 23:53
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