The title says it all really. Had DS almost a week ago, it was an extremely quick labour and delivery and it just feels like the minute I went into labour everything went wrong. Partner was away for the night and turned his phone on silent for some reason, he missed everything. Showed up at the hospital an hour after I gave birth, stayed for an hour then went to work. I was discharged the same day and he finished work before taking us home then went out for the night. Went into work the next day despite it being a Saturday but took Sunday off. Decided he wouldn’t take paternity leave because of the decrease in pay but he was going to take holidays and has not long realised he has none left so won’t be taking any time off work at all.
DS won’t let me put him down, he wants to feed constantly and my nipples are agony. They just feel sucked raw. I can’t sleep properly, I can barely get time to go to the toilet and I’ve not had a hot cuppa or meal since I gave birth. I ache everywhere and apart from finally managing to wash my hair today I’ve not had a shower since my shower at the hospital. I’m trying to get all the housework done and barely managing to do even half of it.
I have two other DC at school and haven’t even managed to take them there or back, I’m having to rely on friends/family to help with that. I also feel like I’m very short tempered with them, DD is upset because I missed her class presentation today and DS is upset that I haven’t been able to pick them up from school.
I finally resorted to giving newborn DS a dummy today and feel so incredibly guilty now on top of feeling abandoned and alone and sore and so utterly exhausted. Partner still isn’t home and I just want to sit and cry, it really wasn’t supposed to be this way.
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Feel like I’m just constantly failing
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NameChangeNeedsSleep · 08/11/2017 18:23
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