Heya everyone, guess I'm just looking for general support and also to see how normal this is, because I'm pretty sure it must be!
I'm 39 plus 1 today. First baby. Big baby. Blood pressure been rising through pregnancy but still okay. Gad my first sweep at 38 due to size and second yesterday.
I have just been so stressed! Im a big ball of nerves. I feel like the baby being big is my fault so that makes me feel guilty because I didnt eat well enough - I've put on 55 pounds and god knows how but Im hoping alot of it is just the swelling because I havent been inactive or anything.
Im worried Ive been a bad mum already and that I wont be maternal enough. Im fed up of being in the house on my own and saving up fir mat leave means I cant even just go out and get myself a coffee at a cafe or something.
I think I need this baby to come soon because waiting is making me freak out
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Getting scared, so unlike me!
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Liwwybettykins · 21/09/2017 11:24
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