I feel a c section would be best for me considering my mental health problems- how do I convince obstetrician. I'm loosing sleep over it(17 Posts)
Hi I am 23 weeks pregnant and have been under perinatal mental health team for a couple of years to plan for our baby so I can minimise my chances of a bipolar relapse. I have been told I have a 1 in 2 chance of postpartum psychosis which petrifies me and my main risk factor for relapse is sleep deprivation. My friend just had a baby and said she didn't sleep for 3 days prior and during labour which if that happened to me Id be bordering on losing it fully. I'm also worried as I had a psychotic reaction to tramadol a few years back (caused a 2 month admission) and have no idea what the labour drugs would do to me. Ive asked for a c section but my obstetrician won't commit and it's making me very anxious. Does anyone have any suggestions on how I can approach this? My next appointment with perinatal psychiatrist isn't until 15 september im hoping he could write a letter of support. * sorry for long post
If anyone is wondering we have plans for after the birth to equally share night time routine so I get some rest to minimise risks. I have an extremely supportive husband.
Given your condition, I cannot for the life of me imagine that you will ultimately be denied a C section. I am sure your perinatal psychiatrist will see to that. However, if you need to be sure now for peace of mind, and will worry from now until 15 Sept until you are sure, I would call the perinatal psychiatrist tomorrow and explain that the uncertainty is proving detrimental, so can they sort it out ASAP.
For what it's worth, if your obstetric consultant is aware of your MH condition, and anxiety about the birth, their conduct in not agreeing to a C section thus far is pretty poor. I hope the psych re-educates them about how to ensure the needs of those with MH conditions are met.
Best of luck!
I don't think you'll be denied it either, but to give you some comfort, I was in the same position, same odds of psychosis too. Stayed on my medication during pregnancy and then stopped it when I went into labour - which lasted 3 days! I didn't sleep all that time nor the day after my EMCS. Had an epidural. I was a bit loopy but adrenaline had taken over and I didn't get ill. Just to say it's not a certainty even with sleep deprivation but it sounds like you're being very sensible. Good luck!
mishapesmistakes oh Thankyou that's so reassuring to hear from someone who has been in a similar position. And yes my obstetrician is fully aware she just is not that personable and I don't feel she understands. I'm very well at the moment with no signs of relapse so im hoping that will go in my favour but I know the psychosis Is down to the drop in pregnancy hormones post partum
mishapesmistakes were u advised to stop meds in labour for a reason my psychiatrist hasn't suggested that yet I could ask him
Hey, no I wasn't, but I wanted to be fully aware of what was going on and they made me pretty drowsy.
Your obstetrician is currently failing you because she is ADDING to and not removing your anxiety over this.
This is NOT acceptable. It is technically breaching your right to the most appropriate care for your condition and this is what you should be focused on. You don't have a right to an ELCS, but you do have other rights which are important here and might relate to that.
I stress that whilst I say, you don't have a right to an ELCS, you certainly have a compelling case for one being the most appropriate care for your condition - which you DO have a right to due to your mental health. Mental health is a clinical and legitimate medical reason to have an ELCS.
Granting you permission to have an ELCS does not mean you are committed to having one. It merely removes that doubt and fear and empowers you to make decisions about your care without having to worry about the bureaucracy of this, which is actually contributing to the problem. Stress this. They are not taking your mental health seriously enough. They can offer alternatives options to support you in parallel with this decision which actually might change your mind. Indeed even if you have an ELCS they should be offering you this level of support anyway.
The NICE guidelines about antenatal and postnatal care can be found here:
There may be quite a few things in there that might reassure you or give you an idea of what they SHOULD be discussing with you if they have not already.
This includes discussions over whether or not you should take medication. (Stressing here, to keep taking anything you are, unless you have been explicitly told not to and if you are worried to raise the concern first and only stop with the full agreement of HCPs).
Mode of delivery is also very much one of those issues and should be part of your integrated plan with all members of staff caring for you.
Again here, if the obstetrician is not taking this into consideration and is not an active part of your integrated mental health plan then you are also being failed by the person who is supported to be coordinating this overall plan. There should be someone in charge of your care with this in mind - usually a named individual. In this case I would assume this is your perinatal specialist, so give them a roasting over it too.
I also want to stress something else. Whilst you have been advised that you are more at risk of postpartum psychosis it does not make it a forgone conclusion by any means. The fact you have been actively identified as at risk and are working with a team and are aware of the issue is massively positive and should help you. It might not stop it happening, but there definitely will be more help available, earlier intervention and you will get priority over everyone else because you are already in the system. This in itself reduces your risks in many ways. You are well positions to take positive steps to help yourself.
Keep doing what you are doing and being proactive in your approach and you are far more likely to have a positive outcome.
I would suggest that you possibly, may need to discuss whether there is anyone available who can see you at short notice during your pregnancy if your anxiety is getting out of control. It might be wise to discuss as a way to get leverage on the consultant tbh, saying that you are struggling to manage the uncertainty of the situation. Not being able to see your peri-natal specialist for another 3 weeks or so, is a worry. Perhaps approaching your GP too, for another one to support your case might also be appropriate as they too, should be part of your integrated care plan - if not now, but post-pregnancy when you are transferred out of maternity case.
I would also investigate whether there is any way in which your husband could stay overnight at the hospital immediately after you have had the baby. He is probably the person most able to recognise any changes in your personality, support you and your baby and advice health professionals of any concerns - more so than a HCP simply because he knows you best and has a relationship with you.
Because of the nature of your health, it may be possible to make arrangements that are not normal procedure and may not be on offer to other women. It is certainly worth asking.
My circumstances are similar but not identical (I'm not bi-polar) and was advised that I was at risk due to a history of anxiety issues (so they couldn't quantify by psychosis risk as easily). For this reason they were much more willing to 'bend the rules' for me, and I was able to stay on the high dependency ward in a private room with my husband following a maternal request CS on the basis of my mental health. Normally partners were not allowed on this particular ward and only on the low dependency one, but under the circumstances they felt that it was appropriate and manageable for the hospital to accommodate.
This helped to massively reduce my anxiety and concern over the whole situation, and practically was a god send whilst I was in hospital. Even though I was a high priority the reality is that the ward was ridiculously short staffed. They were brilliant but I think I would have struggled a lot more if DH hadn't been there.
FWIW I don't think its just about sleep deprivation in labour. You might want to think about this; you might be in labour for two days but be discharged very quickly after giving birth, but if you have an ELCS you are very likely to be kept in for a minimum of two nights anyway and getting any sleep on the postnatal ward is horrendous even after a very planned CS. (Even in a private room. You will be concerned and kept awake by the baby).
Its also not just about being in hospital. After you get out the first few weeks are difficult, possibly more so if you've had surgery. Give thought to this as well.
Think about how you can manage feeding. I was indifferent about breastfeeding prior to having DS. I was not adverse to the idea of formula at all - in part because of the issue of sleep deprivation. Afterwards I went a bit nuts about the whole things because of my hormones. An electric breast pump was a godsend in this respect and allowed DH to help me when I was struggling overnight and all logic and reason about formula had rapidly gone out the window. I really had not taken this into account in any way and didn't anticipate this at all.
Also I found a cosleeper invaluable, though this isn't for everyone. It just helped me make the most of the sleep I did have, and not have to get out of bed in any way to tend to DS thus making it much easier to get back to sleep when I needed. They don't tend to be cheap, but you can pick up second hand or if you do buy new, they hold their value pretty well.
Honestly, whilst I appreciate this might all add to the anxiety, it might also help to by identifying potential problems and how you might come up possible solutions about how you might cope with them before they arise. It definitely made a difference to me in the long run.
As I say, don't go into this thinking that you have a high chance of getting postpartum psychosis. You also have a 1 in 2 chance of NOT getting it - perhaps lower as you are fully aware of the triggers and are already planning for those - and to back this up, should the worst happen you have a high chance of getting good and appropriate care quickly due to you already being identified and in the system which a lot of women, even with bi-polar, are not getting in this country. Risk is not a straightforward measure and can be much more complex than a black and white number might suggest. Risk should be taken seriously but outcomes are not just determined by what happens but also how you and others react if things don't go the way in which you would prefer. In short, don't let something that might NOT happen totally dominate and destroy your precious time as hard as it may be; just don't rule out the help and support that is on offer for you should you really need it and seek out as much help as you can get.
Thanks redtoothbrush im going to try to be quite pushy tomorrow it's 16 weeks since I first asked her if I could have one I mentioned it straight away at my 8 week check. Really just wish it was tomorrow already.
Just left the hospital and good news that she agreed to the elcs. She also said from september partners can stay overnight so my husband can be there to help me with baby overnight im so relieved as he knows me best and would spot any signs of me being unwell quicker than a midwife who wouldn't know me very well. Thanks for the supportive comments x
Great news! Try and stay positive. Things are on track!
Lets hope they stay that way.
Good news if that's what you want and need.
Just to warn you a c-section will still need drugs- possibly more than a VB. Spinal anaesthesia, whether for CS or VB.
You may well need painkillers after- stronger and for longer.
You will have a major abdominal wound, and it's hard to get up and about after- sleeping is disrupted generally, and as pp said, 3 days on the post natal ward is hell. Hot, noisy, and uncomfortable.
Have you a CPN or specialist m/w you can talk through your birth options with? Maybe a compromise like they do for VBAC- labour longer than x hours, or needing y intervention = CS.
reallyanotherone. Thanks for advice. Yes cpn and psychiatrist have recommended I opt for c section. The spinal will be fine as it won't interact. It was things like pethidine diamorphine that was worried about as they can make u feel out of it. The post op painkillers are fine as they have said they can give me drugs ive had in the past and know I'm ok with x
Obstetrician was absolutely lovely today she really listened to me and was very reassuring feel im in good hands
Can you ask for a private room? I had to stay in after a section but was also recognised I seriously needed to sleep to stay sane, and was checked on by perinatal team.
glad you are feeling listened to
if they are prepared they may try to get you a side room to give you a more calm and controllable environment postop
the spinal will usually have an opiate type painkiller in it but as it is given so close to the nerves on which it acts it is a much lower dose (eg about 100 times less diamorphine than the Intramuscular injection) and so is likely to have fewer side effects.
I hope the rest of your pregnancy and delivery go well
I'm so glad they agreed for you. I don't understand why they put women under this stress when you are allowed to have one. My midwife told me today that anyone has the right to one, consultants are allowed to refuse but they have to pass you to someone who will do it. With your history they should have agreed straight away.
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