I know there are similar threads about VBAC or opting for ELCS, but I'm struggling to make a decision about the birth of my 2nd child, and I'm now 30 weeks.
I had an EMCS following an undiagnosed breech with my first baby. It wasn't a rush scary running down the corridor job, but it was still a shock I guess, and I found the aftermath quite difficult - DD was quite small, terrible trouble breastfeeding etc, and I ended up with PND. If I'm honest, I felt like I'd just been handed a baby, and felt like my body had failed me in more ways than one.
I'm under consultant care with this pregnancy because of the EMCS and because DD was low birthweight, and I've met with the consultant a couple of times and my birth options have been discussed.
At first I thought I wanted a VBAC, and I've been told I've a good chance of this being successful because I went into labour spontaneously last time, although of course, nothing is certain and I could still end up with a EMCS. We've discussed monitoring etc, and I can use telemetry monitoring and a pool etc, so I'm not worried about being tied to a bed or anything (was concerned about this before).
BUT I'm now swithering towards an ELCS because at least I know what will happen and if a CS is on the cards, I'd rather it was planned, but I also don't want a CS because of the longer recovery, the chances it will impact on BFing, and, well, I guess I've got unresolved issues about how I felt about it last time, as well as it being rather frightening to be operated on while you're conscious.
I'm starting to really struggle with how to make this decision, and getting quite anxious and upset when I think about it. I try not to think about it too much, because it feels a little pointless to make any choice, when last time there was no choice in the matter anyway. I'm seeing a psych soon because the consultant thinks I've got unresolved issues, and possibly a little PTSD, so I'm hoping this will help me make a decision that I'm happy with.
If you had an EMCS and were offered the chance to VBAC or ELCS, how did you come to your decision? And were you happy with your decision after the birth, even if things didn't go to plan?
I'm not afraid to hear bad VBAC stories (alhtough positive ones are welcome) but I'm also interested to hear from people that opted for the ELCS and if they were happy they did this.
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If you had an EMCS 1st time and were given the option to VBAC or ELCS, how did you come to your decision? And were you happy about it afterwards? I'm struggling to decide.
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theborrower · 26/04/2014 11:36
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