I do want to carry on, I don't want to give her formula, I know bfing is easier than having to make up bottles, but I'm losing the will.
It's just so hard, my nipple is bleeding, I expressed 3 oz this morning before realising it was mixed with blood, so bang goes my early night with dh giving ebm (I know I could have given it to her, but couldn't bring myself to). I have had 3 days of refusal for about 20mins before most feeds. I never know what the right thing is to do, whether she is getting enough, why she sometimes won't feed properly. It just seems to be one challenge after another. Plus it makes me starving and feel a bit "out of sorts". And it makes me feel anxious when I go out without her, in case she gets hungry before expected or I can't get back on time. Plus, even if DD sleeps late I wake up early with engorged boobs.
I really do want to carry on, though I don't particular enjoy it. I want to be a breast feeder, I want DD (13 weeks btw) to be exclusively breast fed, I don't want to have to cart bottles around everywhere.
I guess I just need some indulgence and a reminder of all the good things I am doing, and some solutions for how to make things easier. Right now I can only think of the negative points.
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bumperlicious · 21/09/2007 20:26
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