I had dd at 36 weeks and it's been a little bit of a rough ride,
group b strep, waters breaking prem, induction, pph, transfusion....
We left hospital on day 2 and I was worried about her feeding/ sucking ability. We were sent home with syringes to top up feeds from hand expressing. About day 5 she started to suckle and I got milk in. Midwife came round on day 5, she'd gone from 6lb 2oz to 5lb 5oz but also very yellow. Sent on to A&E and she was admitted for 3 days to treat jaundice. In this time she was also dehydrated and they were concerned also because of birth history/ blood groups. I felt from a few doctors quite a pressure to use bottle (I did express and use a few when she was too weak/ sleepy to breast feed) but I was trying not to so as to keep breastfeeding going as it's such early days. Other doctors/ nurses were fine with bf and great.
My son had a milk allergy which was hell so I'm REALLY trying to breastfeed. Fortunately I managed to re-hydrate her with breast alone and not sleeping and she was discharged more alert. She's still a sleepy/ small baby though and I must say my confidence is gone with so many different people asking if I have enough milk over and over. I think I do, she poos and wees and re-hydrated and it is clearly coming out. She sleeps after every feed and is happy on the breast. I've been asked to express while they monitor her weight, in case she needs top ups, but that's not going well. I can barely express 20ml with a hand pump (though weirdly it comes still by hand slowly). This is making doubt creep in about my supply. She's now 8 days old, seeing the midwife every 2 days. She's getting more alert, opens her eyes now for short periods and is begining to self wake for food. Seems content, if she's on you or cuddled she doesn't make a peep and will just gaze at me.
Talk to me please, I feel a bit lost.
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ghoulelocks · 30/12/2012 12:18
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