I am currently breastfeeding DC3 (8 weeks), I realised that I am constantly looking for reasons to give up breastfeeding and apart from the feeds when the 2 of us are alone at home during the day (rare), I really don't like it.
I feel horrible being the one person sitting there in the park letting my kids run wilder than I like and feeling like I can't properly supervise them because I have to sit there with a mouth on my nipple.
Feeling awkward feeding in public not because I am shy of it but just because I can't feed without a cushion and a prop for my feet and non-BF friends look at me funny and BF friends who are no longer BF (none of my friends have babies at the moment) try to be overly helpful and make me feel like a helpless child.
Having to let DS3 cry due to hunger because he has no routine and often gets hungry just as I have to do the school run even if I try to force milk into him when I am able earlier in the morning rush.
My DH gave DS a bottle of formula the other night because after 8 weeks of waking max every 3 hours to feed and a day with my 2 other DSs and the baby I was just finished with exhaustion and just couldn't feed him. He slept for 7 hours! 7 hours! Why can't my breast milk do that?
I know how wonderful BF is for baby and me, I BF the other 2 for 4 months and 7 months but I am so fed up with it. Can anyone talk some sense into me? Or have any of you felt this way?
Thanks for reading from a very tired mum.
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