Thats for my 1 angel. I tried to do it from his prospective because sometimes I wonder if he really does know I love him, although we never met...and then I think, get over yourself silly, he knows your his mummy and loves u lots but god only takes very special people to be his angels and so took my baby.
Thanks Anna. I've had a couple of really weepy days and I need to let myself feel like this. I've been plodding on over the last few months but Bo's needless death keeps re-surfacing. I think it's worse because I haven't had any low-level sadness. Just OK and then.....Boom! straight back to feeling as if he'd died yesterday.
Thanks. I had a m/c earlier this year. I live abroad and my mum is coming to visit today. She was going to come to help with the pregnancy - decided to come anyway. Just needed to have a little cry before having a good holiday with her. The poem did the trick!
Thanks Anna. I am feeling terribly disloyal to my daughter at the moment as I am expecting another one next week who would probably not have been conceived if Maisie hadn't died. Your lovely poem was just what I needed in my efforts to find the right place for her in our family and lives .
Sorry you are so down Bubble. Thinking of you.
After nearly 10 years, I still cried. It's getting the balance right. Octavia is still important to us, especially to her twin, but I have to get on with looking after my 4 surviving children and sometimes I feel guilty. Last year I felt bad for not remembering the anniversary of her death earlier in the day. The problem is with a surviving twin there's so much to celebrate as well and I'd hate Em to grow up with the shadow of her sister's death hanging over her birthday.