Don't know why I feel so awful. I had an abortion a year ago. Although it was an awful time, got on with things, job keeps me very busy. DP has been wonderful but a year on I still can''t stop thinking about it and feel more low than ever. Its unlike me to have no control over my emotions, but I just seem to be tearful for no apparent reason, totally lost interest in sex. I dont know why I feel so bad, even though I know in my heart of hearts it was the right decision?