But it has. It is so hard. Sometimes I look back over these 6 months and wonder how I continued putting one foot in front of the other.
He was the most wonderful man ever. So calm, wise and good. And now he's gone, and I'm never going to see him again. He will never see ds grow up, and I took for granted he would......
People think I'm OK. I'm really not. I am changed inside. I am scared that the passing of time takes me further away from him, that things happen in the world and he doesn't know, and I will never know his opinion on them. I can remember him so vividly now, his voice, his smell, his hugs. I am scared that one day i will forget. I don't want to forget him.
I miss him so much.
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I didn't think it was possible for my heart to break so much after losing my Dad
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DrNortherner · 25/10/2009 10:31
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