I lost my lovely, lovely, flawed Dad two yrs ago today. I was at the grave yesterday and it was lovely but he wasn't 'about' (forgive me but sometimes I feel like he is there).
Lots has changed in the past 2 yrs and our family hasn't done very well and it's been hard. I felt the grief bubble up yesterday and I was scared stiff that it was going to overwhelm me.
I just feel that I had to be all things to all people when he died and I'm not sure if I really got my grief out. I don't know if other people feel like this but I'm so emotional today and don't want to let go incase I lose it.
Sorry, I know others are having terrible experiences but I haven't got anyone to really talk to that doesn't have an angle on it, eg, competitive grief. It's hard to let it out when people don't understand or are grieving themselves.
I just miss him so much
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Lost my Dad 2 yrs ago today and I'm struggling.
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shootfromthehip · 05/10/2009 14:31
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