my mum died very suddenly about 7 weeks ago.
i miss her. i want her back so badly. i'm coping on a day to day basis but suffering from terrible anxiety..its affecting me phsically now too...fuzzy head, dizzyness, spacy, snappy, tingly arms, can't breathe, verging on daily panic attacks etc.
i'm having "bowen therapy" next week...my friend is giving me a freebie three session treatment. i'm really hoping it will help.
most of all i feel that i want to scream and shout. i want to tell people how i feel, but i don't...i'm afraid of breaking down.
i'm covering it all up with my usual "i'm fine...yes, its awful news, but i'm doing well..."
jeeez. i don't know why i'm typing this...i guess many of you here sadly know how i feel...
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chimchar · 04/09/2009 16:58
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