My lovely dad passed away very suddenly in hospital just 5 weeks ago. Felt in the last few days that it was getting a bit easier.
But this morning when I woke up - I just felt I needed to see him - so much it hurt in my chest. The sense of me missing him was so raw - I can't put it into words.
I felt I wanted to tell him everything what's been happening with the family. He would have been so thrilled for his grand daughter getting into uni.
I Cried all the way to work. Thought I'd be ok when I got there - but once I started being upset I could'nt stop crying for half an hour.
People were really nice at work and understand but its still really really difficult.
Then felt really physically rough - like I'd not slept for 2 days. Could not wait to get home.
How is everyone doing who lost there mum/dad around the same time as me. Hope that life is being kind to you. Hugs to you.
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Dad died 5 weeks ago. The grief hit me like a truck all over again this morning. When will the pain of loss lessen.
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anastasia74 · 25/08/2009 18:51
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