I lost my Dad 5 weeks ago. I have cried every day since. I feel so sad he is not around anymore.
I alos feel terribly sad for my Mam, who lives 90 miles away. She has been staying with us for a week, and she went home today. I have just spoken to her and she is diatraught to be back in an empty house, she misses Dad so much.
He was only 65 and I feel so bitterly sad they were robbed of ejoying retirement together. My mam should not be alone, he should be with her.
My sadness for her is almost as bad as the grief I feel for losing dad. I want to sob down the phone to her but feel I have to be strong.
I am normally quite resiliant and bounce back from things but this is wearing me out, I just want it to end.
I know no one can make it better, just therapeutic to let it out on here.
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DrNortherner · 28/05/2009 19:30
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