I feel like I'm wading through treacle - I'm at work and not doing anything. Can't even be bothered to get a cup of tea. My miscarriage was 2 and a half months ago but due to various reasons, we only buried his ashes on Saturday. I imagined it would be hard but it would make me feel a bit better ... some sort of closure and calm knowing he was where we felt he ought to be. But I feel as if it all happened yesterday. Maybe it's just opened up the barely healed wound.
I think compared to what some of you are going through (bubble, jangus and so on), shouldn't I be getting over this by now. I know it's still a short time but I can go days and be fine but then all of a sudden I can't stop crying.
I can't ever imagine being pregnant again ... how could I risk this happening again???
I'm sorry to go on ... I know you are all suffering too otherwise you wouldn't be here. Love to you all xxx
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wishingchair · 03/05/2005 11:16
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