I met my partner nearly a year ago but his mother lived in Scotland and I live the other end of the country in Kent so we never got to meet.
I was supposed to met her a few weeks ago but I had to cancel because my son was very ill and had to have tests (including a bone marrow biopsy etc).
Sadly his mother had an accident and passed away a week after I was supposed to meet her. My partner flew up to Scotland straight away. I wanted to be there for him at the funeral but he said he didn't want me there. I thought this was very 'odd' and I felt as if he was pushing me out.
He has come home but he still shutting me out, yet at he same time he is angry because he feels I am not there for him and I "don't understand." After all as he says "I didn't know her", he blames me for not going up to Scotland to meet her and "it would be different if I had met her".
It is so hard to know what to do, he went back to work today and I am so worried for him. He is a paramedic and the very nature of his work is hard at the best of times but atm it will be hard for him.
I have suggested we plant a small tree or rose in her memory in a large pot as he can't visit her grave (because of the distance) but his daughter had already suggested it.
Its hard because I never met her, I want to be able to say "Do you remember the time..." but I can't.
I want to feel 'involved' I want him to know I care so much and I feel his loss (if he is hurting so am I). I want to encourage him to talk about her, to share his memories of her. I really don't know what to do to make him understand I am part of this too and I am here for him, but he is shutting me out.
Sorry this is long, I think I needed to get a lot of this off my chest.
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Partner grieving the loss of his Mother, how to help him?
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squirrel3 · 24/04/2009 18:59
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