On New Year's eve would of been my dad's birthday but he died January 19th 2008. It was rather sudden and I miss him terribly.
I told my ds(7yrs old) it was Papa's(his grandfather)birthday and he said "oh can I say Happy birthday" I said "yes". then he said "well how can i say happy birthday if Papa is in heaven". I was in tears. If i speak to my dd(17yrs old) she is in tears. so we always change the subject.
It is now getting close to the 1st anniversary and i have no idea how i am going to be.I am already teary whenever i think of him. I would like to do something in memory of him but dont know what.
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rach345 · 02/01/2009 10:47
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