This day, seven years ago i lost my firstborn son. No-one in my family has bothered to call to ask if i'm ok, not even my dp.
I'm not ok, it still hurts like hell 7 years on and i am on my own all day apart from when my dd comes home from school.
I know none of my family have forgot, they are just too ignorant about it, as if it is a taboo subject, my mum wont even mention his name and when i say anything about him she changes the subject so quickly.
I have tried talking to her about how much it hurts me but she doesn't want to know.
Sorry, this turned into a rant and it wasn't meant to be, i just want to be able to remember my son with my family and friends but it's impossible.
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orangemoon · 03/10/2008 14:26
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