Ok, I know each of us will experience and deal with grief in our own way and it's hard to generalise but I would appreciate your advice...
A month ago my nephew James was born, so very sadly he died during labour. Obviously my sister and BIL are in pieces, our family is devastated.
Last week I spent the day with them and they both spoke freely about James and some of their feelings. I want to go and see them again and have suggested a few days I can get over (we live 30 miles apart) and have left it open for them to see if they feel like me coming.
I'm getting the feeling that they want to shut themselves away and not speak to or see anyone at the moment. I text a couple of times a day, sent a couple of letters, offer practical help with their kids and have invited them to come on a holiday I have booked for next month.
She replies to my texts, sounding ok, she sounds ok if we talk on the phone...only I want to insist on visiting! I know my sister had a couple of very low days before I saw her last and was 'coping' better on the day I went. I'm not saying it was because I was there but maybe company and someone to talk to might help.
Now before I write this, I want you to know I am not comparing what I have been through one tiny little bit with what is happening to them. I had postnatal depression quite badly after both my kids. I went to a place I never want to go again and I felt the only way I could get through it was to shut off from everyone and deal with it myself, I thought no one could understand where I was. Everyone did leave me alone as requested and I was brilliant at smiling and saying I was ok. Looking back now I wish people had insisted on looking after me, I couldn't have dealt with people very well but I wish I had let them in.
I just don't know if grief is the same? Do I quietly insist on being in constant communication with my sister? Do I insist on visiting, even if it is just for a 10 minute cuppa? Or do I accept that they might need some time alone to deal with these awful, raw early days?
I'm wondering if my need to help, help, help is more to do with me coping with my own grief rather than with doing what is best for my sister. But I love her so and just want to make things better, though I know I can't fix this.
Ok, rambling on. If you have suffered a bereavement, should people have quietly insisted on constant brief contact even when you didn't feel like it? Or were you grateful that people backed off and gave you some peace while keeping in touch from a distance?
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littleyellowbird · 03/10/2008 12:36
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