and I am not coping very well. In fact my grief is gaining momentum the more time passes.
She had been ill for @ 18 months and we knew she was going to go but it happened very suddenly at the end. I got to see her the morning she died but she was unconcious.
I just miss her so so much - my heart feels like its breaking.
I am being so grumpy at home and everything just feels so much more overwhelming than usual.
I am close to her dh and kids and see and speak to them lots. I keep calling her mobile to listen to her voice message.
I dont have many friends and she was my first 'proper' best friend - we had lots of connections - some things that had happened to us before we ever met etc. She just got me basically.
Does this get easier and how do you cope with all the things you wish you had said or done.
I have tried not to post @ this as I had hoped I would be able to cope but I have had to admit defeat.
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I lost my best friend in March
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tullytwo · 01/05/2008 17:14
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