you suddenly become aware..almost overnight,of your own mortality. your life is precariously balancing on a tightrope existance....omg its scary. last night as i put my youngest daughter to bed and stroked her hair, it dawned on me that maybe i had her too late in life..im 38 and she is 2yrs.maybe by the time she is twenty or so, i might not be around anymore..i felt scared for her. i know all these thoughts are morbid and have been brought on by the death of our friend on boxing day. i try not to think like this..nether the less the thoughts are there.
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