Need a hand hold tonight

[funkystars123]

Last year my best friend died very suddenly, she was only 35 and had 2 kids.

We were dance mums and our girls were best friends.

She was so funny, crazy and I loved her.

This week I have found out her fiancés has a new girlfriend, I found out on fb, her daughter has probably seen the posts and I am sure she knows. I just don't know how to talk to her about it..

Tonight I am at a Hen do at the place that we had our last big night out..

I am good friends with the hen but I just want to be anywhere but here... It physically hurts, I just miss her so much.

I have some amazing dance mum friends who just get it, and know when I need a hug- none of them are here and in a room of so many people I feel the saddest and and just want to sob. I miss her...

[AutumnRose1]

I’m so sorry you lost her OP

Consider yourself hugged from here.

Do you want to talk about her?

[fanniboz]

I'm so sorry we're here for you, talk about her and how you're feeling as much or as little as you'd like. We're listening

[echt]

Holding your hand from the other side of the world, funkystars