I'm feeling such unbearable grief. One week ago today I lost my wonderful, amazing dad. He was 75 and died suddenly of a ruptured aortic aneurysm.
I don't know how I'm going to carry on like I did before. I feel like a light has been switched off within me. I love him so much and we were very close. He didn't live near me, but we spoke a lot and the last words I said to him were I love you as I put the phone down. He was planning on coming over to me for a holiday in September and I feel so sad that it's not going to happen.
I don't know what else to say, I just needed to get it out. I'm the one who is sorting everything as he and mum were divorced years ago and 3 of my 4 my siblings hadn't contacted him for years. I just feel such hatred towards them for that. My loving sweet dad didn't deserve that treatment from them. We had such fun growing up even though we had no money, my parents were always there for us.
I've still got his funeral to arrange and just need to find the strength to do that. Thanks for reading this
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Chippydippy · 10/07/2019 19:43
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