Four months on I find myself suddenly struggling, it is like the sadness has really just hit me and everyone I know has babies,trying or is pg. It is the constant topic.
I dont want talk to any of my old friends anymore and am feeling numb.Certainly dont want to coo over their babies either. I kind of just lurk around them in the shadows when we all meet up, rather than being the lively old soul I was.
I am lucky enough to have children already and they are wonderful.
But getting pg is not straightforward for me, lots of complications so it is not a question of getting over this in that way. I dare not do it all again.
Maybe I feel sad that it was probably my last chance.
I am just not me anymore.I am a miserable old sod!
Like everyone else,family life is so busy I dont have any time to wallow or ask for help.
Someone give me a secret bucket load of sympathy, please?
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greenpearl · 26/06/2007 14:27
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