Sorry, need to share
I lost a baby at the beginning of March, a planned termination at 21 weeks due to mutiple heart defects. It was pretty much beyond devastating, we had been TTC for 2 years and were about to start IVF
Stupidly I managed to convince myself that I had managed to get pregnant again this month, but even though it's CD36 and no AF, I've had 2 BFN's and know AF is round the corner - the ferocious PMT is a sign for a start.
Have cried on and off all day, been filthy to my DH and am genearally feeling sorry for myself. Pretty much everyone else we know pops babies out with no drama's, and I'm totally tortured by knowing other people that were pregnant at the same time are nearing term with their healthy baby
it's just really really crap
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LondonBird · 28/05/2007 20:22
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