Close relative in his last hours. He's only 56 but has had a long illness, hospitalised after an infection recently.
He's very agitated and upset. He's aware that he's going to die soon and he's terrified. I feel fucking helpless because I can't do anything except sit there and hold his hand. I've come outside to get coffee and give someone else a turn.
I feel very numb about it all. Like it's not quite real. How do I get through this? How am I meant to feel?
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Waiting for the end. I feel detached.
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Goingalonenow · 12/12/2017 15:29
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