My sister, whom I loved beyond words, has died in her 20s, unexpectedly.
I'm nearly 2 weeks in and this is so different from what I expected. I feel like a freak.
I've had times of the expected gut-wrenching sadness, but also times of feeling absolutely nothing - no sadness, no fear, nothing. And times of feeling weirdly happy, even though I still know what's happened.
And the thing that is freaking me out the most is that my body feels weirdly sore and achy, in a way I just can't describe. It feels like this even when I feel "fine" emotionally.
Is it normal? It's all so strange.
Thank you in advance.
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MySkin · 29/11/2016 11:23
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