We had to wait 3 weeks to finally be able to lay her to rest and tomorrow is the day. I am so nervous and feel sick and I really don't want to go.
Not only do I not want to say goodbye but I can't arsed with everyone talking to me/feeling sorry for me/looking at me. I'm not a hugger and I really struggle to cry or be sad in front of others and I am panicking at everyone trying to touch me to comfort me or coming up to me and saying sorry etc. I don't want any of it.
I am panicking and have already had a panic attack and I'm worried I will have one during the service. I struggle in social situation and feel like all eyes will be on me, my dad and brother.
I just want to get it over with
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ElectricMelon · 27/10/2016 18:54
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