He did it at the end of June (on the day the referendum results came out). I knew it was suicide but no one else seemed to think that so I didn't mention it to other friends and family.
Today his brother confirmed he had done it himself. He talked me through details of his internet search history which were painful.
I don't know what I want from posting, I am just so fucking sad and have no one to speak to this evening. I confided in him more than I did anyone else and I have known him since childhood. He lived here till March and I keep coming across this things.
He was gay and struggled with reactions he had had to his sexuality and that makes me feel really angry.
He was a very talented, funny man and so, so kind and such a loss. I am talking about it but am having a really low moment right now.
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My dear friend committed suicide and I miss him
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musttheshowgoon · 02/09/2016 22:01
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