My Dh died in February very suddenly of sepsis, he was a good man and adored me and our Dd. It has hit me today that I am totally alone. Dd is away at uni and will be away all summer, she is going to be about 8 hours drive from me. I was pushed to get rid of the dog, so there is no-one for to me to come home too. My parents are still alive but getting older and very set in their ways. My Dm can always make it about her, even Dh's death affected her more than me.
I don't want to stop Dd going away for the summer, but she doesn't seem to think about me (maybe it's her way of dealing with everything). I have been seeing a counsellor but told him I was fine this week, which I was, but today I can't stop crying. I really miss him today, normally I would have a moan about Dd to him, and he is not here
On top of this it looks as though my job contract will not be renewed in July. so yay I am possibly going to be unemployed too.
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It has hit me, I am alone
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welshpixie · 08/06/2016 17:49
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