Still expect him to come home

[Echoseventhree]

Three years ago today my husband went to wok and never came home. He had phoned me in the morning about something he had forgotten, we laughed and I said its a good job I love you. 2 hours later he walked across the wArehouse floor and literally dropped down dead - no warning anything. His boss came to say he had been taken to hospital that was all. It was like a crap tv series, I thought he would be sitting up in bed moaning that he was okay- I wasn't expecting a young doctor to take me to a room and say "I am so sorry........" My whole world caved in on me.
Time has moved on, my family and friends have been wonderful,I hZve a granddaughter that has missed out on having a granddad.
It's just that on this night, it all seems so fresh and raw- just been looking at photos and find it hard that I will never ever see him again. I just want him so much.

[Stuffofawesome]

So sorry for your loss.

[Ludways]

I'm sorry for your loss and your heartache.

[Houseofmaidens]

It comes in waves like this sometimes, often just when you think you are doing OK. I think sometimes you have to just let it have you. Grief is very very hard work and very lonely. Thinking of you and so sorry x

[QOD]

so sad for you

[toriap2]

I am so sorry for your loss 💐💐. These unexpected waves hurt dont they xx

[ImperialBlether]

Oh how awful for you. I'm so sorry.

[gladisgood]

[WhatEverZen]

So sorry you're going through this. At times grief is so so hard and can knock you sideways x