I don't really know where to start.
Three months ago my daughter's boyfriend hung himself, aged 16. My daughter had just turned 15 and had been going out with this boy for 18 months.
At first we welcomed the boyfriend and treated him like a member of the family. But their relationship was very intense for their age, they had been having sex since she was 14 and there were problems, including violence- within the family home, which were of huge concern to myself, my husband, my daughter's father and stepmum. Her boyfriend often talked about suicide and being depressed and he reported to my daughter that his father had hit him and the younger children in the household. I know the family well and tried to talk to the father about this but came up against denials and a brick wall. After a particularly worrying run of incidents I called the NSPCC last May, and social services and the police were involved. The police warned the boyfriend about his behaviour towards my daughter, but social services did not seem to put anything in place for the family. It caused a great deal of conflict between my daughter and me.
We allowed her to see her boyfriend again but with strict ground rules about him coming to our house as we concerned about both his behaviour and the unstable family environment in his house. he hated the restrictions and seemed to want to my daughter to himself but we persevered with it. To cut a long story short his worrying behaviour and talk of suicide continued and we contacted his father on many occasion, I also spoke to the boyfriend directly, both to bring him to book on the way he was treating my daughter and to encourage help. His father did not seem to take anything seriously and sadly his son ended his life.
It came out afterwards that he had been drinking and taking drugs, without my daughter's knowledge. She was in a terrible state at first but is coping now, she has good support, counselling, talks to me, and our relationship is back on track. Privately, I am struggling however. I feel so guilty, because I didn't do more, because I contributed to the stress in his life, and because I didn't like him because of the way he treated my daughter. His father blames me entirely and banned me from attending the funeral. I feel responsible for this death, even though social services and the boy's family did less than me to help, because I could see he was unhappy, but I could also see he was making my daughter unhappy. I don't understand why his father didn't take the suicide threats seriously, and now he blames me.
I feel really low.
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ChasingMars · 09/03/2016 09:25
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