I don't even know where to start.
My mum had a massive brain haemorrhage and there was no treatment. I sat with her whilst she was on a ventilator, knowing she couldn't survive.
I can't even start processing it. I'm broken right now. She was only 62. I'm 30 and didn't expect to deal with this for years.
My mum loved Christmas and we had plans for this coming Christmas (like every other). Now I just feel overwhelming heartbreak even thinking about Christmas and knowing she won't be there. My best memories of her were around this time of year and now I feel like it's been tainted. Her funeral will be two days before Christmas Day.
Just had to write it down. I'm not coping.
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Just lost my mum. Devastated.
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MummyBex1985 · 11/12/2015 17:35
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