My husband who was my best friend and my soul mate died 3 days ago (Wednesday).
He had metastatic colorectal cancer. He was terminal right from diagnosis 16 and a half months ago.
He went from 16 and a half stone to 6 stone. I was with him as he took his last breath. My heart is shattered but i pretend hes at work to stop myself from breaking down.
Im so afraid to let my emotions out. I need to keep them in until all the practical things have been done. All i want to do is hold him again and smell his skin and look into his gorgeous green eyes. I know i wont do any of those things again.
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Ludoole · 05/12/2015 22:34
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