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I'm struggling tonight :(

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LollipopViolet Thu 03-Dec-15 20:39:56

I lost my granddad just over 2 years ago (have a couple of old threads on this board) and tonight, for no reason, I'm really struggling sad

I think it's because I'm volunteering in a school and everyone's in Christmas mode and I just want him so badly right now sad He lived with me and some other family so I'm still in the house that holds lots of memories. I just want a hug from him, he gave amazing hugs, he was 6 foot 5 and a big man, and he'd wrap little 5ft 2 me up in his arms and it was so warm and comforting.

Sorry, just needed to talk to someone, and don't want to in RL because, surely I should be OK now?

It's not fair - stupid cancer sad

Hiddlesnake Thu 03-Dec-15 20:46:09

So sorry for your loss.

Can you take your memories of him and pass on a hug?

LollipopViolet Thu 03-Dec-15 20:57:18

Oh, I like that idea - will hug my grandma later (very odd family arrangement, she lives with me, my mum and my uncle, who's disabled) so I can definitely pass on a hug.

Don't think it helped that it was my birthday yesterday, my 3rd without him.

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