I haven't even cried properly for my Dad, or my Mum or brother.
Mum died when I was 15. I couldn't cry as it was a relief because it followed a long illness. It's only now I'm starting to understand what I lost, what I've had taken from me and my children too.
My mum had her faults but loved me dearly. She would go to the ends of the earth to make me happy; nothing was too much trouble. She loved babies and animals and cared so much for elder members of the family.
My dad died when I was 29. I feel like it was my fault. I caused him stress then he had a heart attack. He died so suddenly. I was in shock and then numb for ages and ages.
My dad gave me so much; i used to love talking to him. I was so hurt after my mum died as he couldn't cope and just kept meeting girlfriends and they shoved me out but he didn't know. He was so lovely. I feel I messed his funeral up. He deserved better.
My brother died a few months after my dad. My brother was kind and loyal and just wanted acceptance. I barely saw him as I was busy.
I miss them so much.
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Underthedeepblueocean · 29/03/2015 17:28
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