I had my daughter quite young and then met my now husband when I was on my own with my daughter.
I fell pregnant a few years into our relationship but I was studying for a degree and things just didn't feel right so against my partners wishes I had a termination.
myself and my partner are now married, own our home, both in decent paid jobs and have 2 more children.
I regret so much having a termination and would give anything to go back. Our child would of been 11 this month and I can't stop thinking about the what ifs
I don't know how to stop going over and over the decision I made.
I know it's not healthy and nothing is going to change the decision I made.
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targaryen · 08/02/2015 08:51
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