It will be 11 years this January that I lost my DH to a sudden heart attack leaving me a young widow with 2 DCs to bring up. They have now left home, have good careers, are happy and I feel like I did my best bringing them up.
Meanwhile I retrained in a new career and met my new dp at work, although I resisted starting a new relationship for a long long time. My problem is that deep down I am never truly happy. My late DH truly was my soulmate and I constantly compare my current DP with him, which I know is unfair. Even simple things for example I had to go out the other night to collect something, my DP knows I don't like driving at night and yet he never offered to go for me. All the time I was driving I was thinking my DH would have offered straightaway.
My DH's birthday was in December, the anniversary of his death in January, I just feel like inline the winter months in a type of limbo, just getting by. Nobody wouk
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I dread this time of the year and really really struggle.
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cornishcreamtea · 02/11/2014 10:49
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