My beautiful baby died a few years ago. He had a heart condition and there was nothing they could do to save him. I plummeted to the depths of grief. It was awful and so intense I thought I would never smile, laugh or find joy again.
He has wonderful siblings who have given me a reason to live but I have a problem which has been intensifying recently. My mind races at night constantly dreaming of (nightmares) and imagining (when I wake up) terrible things happening to them. Everything is beyond my control,of course, so much so that it is intruding on my enjoyment of my children. I see danger and bad things at every turn.
I would like them to have a happy carefree Mum.
I do not want to distress anyone else going through something similar, but if you have and came out the other side can you please tell me how? Thanks in advance x
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Valsoldknickers · 14/08/2014 23:38
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